Hey
Don't bring me down

"When the rain is pouring, I'll be your umbrella,
when the wind is blowing, I'll be your wall.
It doesn't matter how deep the evening darkness is,
because tomorrow will definitely come."
That's how I fell in love with you

TVXQ my only one

I believe in 5 of them with no exception.
WHATEVER THEY SAY DON'T LISTEN GIRL
because I'll ALWAYS THERE
Always keep the faith.

LIVE THE FULLEST
ME♥

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Cassiopeia + Soul Tree + KAT-TUN + ELF + Hottest + V.I.P + Shapley = ME♥

Languages and music is my passion
Moody but great listener are what my friends say about me
I love to write but rarely share it with others
Privacy is important for me
I won't loathe you if u don't touch me



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Thursday, 29 October 2009
10:34

Ruin me!
Is it you? or is it just my ego?
Complicated inside but nobody will ever see it
Should I ask them? Should I tell them?
What kind of friendship is this?
If you cannot tell them about your thought?
Must I answer this entire question again? All by myself?
This relationship is about me and me
They just and outsider
This mind, this pain and these tears
Just belong to me

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10:22

I miss Jaebum.The free minded leader that we love T.T I don't really like this vid, the producer simply crazy for stalking him like that and make a documentary about this..... Ah..... when all this chaos will end????



credit: time2sub2

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Monday, 26 October 2009
12:52

After Love

My memories that were hidden away somewhere
Suddenly pour forth thoughts of you
In the length of an entire day,
Would images of me ever come across your mind?

What we had was far from being called ‘love’
But to say that it was forgettable is impossible
Today I am again caught in between love and separation,
Spinning in tears, breathlessly searching for you

*Fool, where are you? Can you not leave me?
I am still standing in the place where I let you go
In my mind and heart, I still yearn for you
I cry again until I lose breath
After loving you

It’s been such a long time since I’ve come outdoors to feel the blowing wind
I collapse into a sudden spell of loneliness,
As I walk on the familiar road you pulled me down by the hands
In the sadness of your absence, I count my steps as I head back home

*Fool, where are you? Can you not leave me?
I am still standing in the place where I let you go
In my mind and heart, I still yearn for you
I cry again until I lose breath
After loving you

I try calling out for you, and turning around,
I see only memories of you

**You know? Don’t you? If you know, why are you doing this?
Until now, I still haven’t forgotten you, I’m still waiting for you
Which day are you coming back on? I’m afraid my heart will stop beating
I cry again yearning for you
After loving you

translation by: frostedsnow (also credit: aheeyah.com)

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12:47

Gift

Whatever others said, I told them I’m not weak, and tolerated such days with tears
They didn’t know me, and didn’t even want to listen to what I had to say

Left alone in the darkness of the night, one, two, three,
I count the stars and in the moment that the morning sky appears…

*Today, the sky seems like a gift someone left behind for me
Under its warmth, stronger than yesterday’s, if you are like me,
Listen to this song now, close your eyes, and when you open them once more,
It’s Gonna Be Alright!!

On the days when I didn’t know how to fill up the hollowness in my heart,
I’d think it must be a lie that the world I see now with my eyes is all there is

How much more do I have to keep going?
At some point, in the moment that I lift my head up…

*Today, the sky seems like a gift someone left behind for me
Under its warmth, stronger than yesterday’s, if you are like me,
Listen to this song now, close your eyes, and when you open them once more,
It’s Gonna Be Alright!!

**The sky of tomorrow will be a better gift that today’s
Love will come into my hands, if you are the same as me
Sing this song now, close your eyes, and when you open them once more,
It’s Gonna Be Alright!!

translation by: frostedsnow (also credit: aheeyah.com)

AN: I'm sooooo happy that I found this lyrics. I love this album so much and I rally want to know the meaning of this song. It really encourages me to know that each day is a special gift for me ^^ and I'll live my life with no regret.

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Friday, 16 October 2009
10:12

사랑한 후에
saranghan hue

나의 기억 어딘가에 동그마니 숨어있다
naui gieok eodingae donggeumani sumeoitda
울컥 쏟아져 내려오는 너
ulkeok ssodajyeo naeryeooneun neo
기나긴 하루 한번쯤
ginagin haru hanbeonjjeum
너도 나의 모습 떠오르는지
neodo naui moseup tteooreuneunji

사랑이라 부르기엔 우린 너무 멀어졌고
sarangira bureugien urin neomu meoreojyeotgo
차마 잊기엔 아직은 너무 일러
chama itgien ajigeun neomu illeo
오늘도 난 사랑과 이별 사이를
oneuldo nan saranggwa ibyeol saireul
눈물로 맴돌며 숨차게 너를 찾고 있어
nunmullo maemdolmyeo sumchage neoreul chatgo isseo

바보야 어딨니 안 가면 안되니
baboya eodinni an gamyeon andoeni
너를 보낸 그곳에 아직도 난 서있는데
neoreul bonaen geugose ajikdo nan seoinneunde
머리에 가슴에 그 모습이 그리워서
meorie gaseume geu moseubi geuriwoseo
또 한번 숨죽여 운다 널 사랑한 후에
tto hanbeon sumjugyeo unda neol saranghan hue

오랜만에 문을 나서 바깥 바람을 만지다
oraenmane muneul naseo bakkat barameul manjida
덜컥 다가선 외로움에 무너져
deolkeok dagaseon oeroume muneojyeo
네 손에 끌려 다니던 정들은 거리
ne sone kkeullyeo danideon jeongdeureun geori
너 없는 슬픔에 잰걸음으로 집으로 가
neo eomneun seulpeume jaengeoreumeuro jibeuro ga

바보야 어딨니 안 가면 안되니
baboya eodinni an gamyeon andoeni
너를 보낸 그곳에 아직도 난 서있는데
neoreul bonaen geugose ajikdo nan seoinneunde
머리에 가슴에 그 모습이 그리워서
meorie gaseume geu moseubi geuriwoseo
또 한번 숨죽여 운다 널 사랑한 후에
tto hanbeon sumjugyeo unda neol saranghan hue

널 불러보다가 뒤돌아보면
neol bulleobodaga dwidorabomyeon
그곳엔 널 닮은 추억만이
geugosen neol darmeun chueongmani

넌 아니 모르니 알면서 그러니
neon ani moreuni almyeonseo geureoni
여태 잊지 못하고 아직 널 기다리는데
yeotae itji motago ajik neol gidarineunde
어떤 날 올거니 내 심장이 멈출까 봐
eotteon nal olgeoni nae simjangi meomchulkka bwa
또다시 그리워 운다 널 사랑한 후에
ttodasi geuriwo unda neol saranghan hue

credit: Soompi.com

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09:39

After a long time having TSC Dome Finale stored in my computer. tonight I decided to watch it. I've been pending this since I heard about JaeChunSu lawsuit against their agent. I just can't enjoy the concert if the situation like that. but now, I think I've been pending it long enough. if the news are true, so they'll hear the Judge decision this month. I just hope they'll get their justice.

Back to the Dome. Now I know what TVXQ's fans said with EPIC. this concert is truly amazing, I never thought they can get soooo creative like that. This year not smooth for TVXQ, in the beginning of their Arena Tour, Junsu injured and he use wheelchair on the stage. But I'm glad he STAND in the Tokyo Dome's Stage. Everything just perfect and I enjoyed it very much. I wish someday I can see their concert. My fave clothes set from this concert is the silver suits they wear start from BEGIN. It's nice to see some bling bling in their suit, it shines like them ^^

Many great moments in this concert. but this is my fave moments
Jejung: I love his hair lol ; the introduction when his bang split and his hair a little wet ^^; his pose & laugh in Choosey Lover.
Yunho: break dancing in Choosey Lover; His silly pose in SKY; His silver & black suit ^^
Yuchun: KISS THE BABY SKY, his Never Cry part.... it seems that he was crying ^^; BOLERO in his high note part, a slight mistake but it's fine and I love it; His introduction simply full with power - Minna Genkiiiiiiiiii?????? rofl
Junsu: FOREVER LOVE - this guy just perfect; he smiles a lot during the concert - I luv it so much.
Changmin: SOMEBODY TO LOVE-when he was lying on the stage; TAXI-his first part is my fave.

That's all that I can spot. but each moment is precious and beautiful in it's way. I hope I can get my TSC DvD soon so I can watch the full concert.

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Thursday, 8 October 2009
09:36

Really???? What happen to Korean Music Idol industry this year is the real Chaos. Started with JaeChunSu filed a suit against their agency then Jaebeom resignation from 2PM. the good things about all of this, we started to see the dark side of korean music industry. The fans started to rise up and try to protect their idol, it's a good things because without fans, their idols are simply nothing. but in 2PM case, sometimes I think it's just too much.... boycott everything until Jaebeom comes back??? What will happen to the rest of the members??? 2PM performance won't be recorded???? that's madness!!!! how come they do this?????

This year dream concert: No TVXQ!!!!!! No 2PM!!!! (I took it this way since they won't record it). No Kangin in SuJu (enough with no Kibum, now Kangin too???) No Daesung (May he get better soon). Who should I watch? All that's girl groups? I'm already full of them throughout this year!!

Somebody please rescue them!!!! I want to see 2PM again and again!!!!

Sunday, 4 October 2009
10:00

누가 뭐래도 나는 약하지 않다고 눈물로 참던 날들
nuga mworaedo naneun yakhaji antago nunmullo chamdeon naldeul
나를 모르고 나를 말하는 얘기도 듣고 싶지 않았어
nareul moreugo nareul malhaneun yaegido deutgo sipji anhasseo

어둔 밤에 혼자 남아서 하나둘셋
eodun bame honja namaseo hanadulset
별을 세다가 아침이 온 순간에
byeoreul sedaga achimi on sungane

오늘의 하늘은 내게 누군가가 두고 간 선물 같아
oneurui haneureun naege nugungaga dugo gan seonmul gata
어제보다 더 따뜻해 너도 나와 같다면
eojeboda deo ttatteutae neodo nawa gatdamyeon
지금 이 노래를 들어 봐 눈을 감아 또 다시 눈을 뜰 때면
jigeum i noraereul deureo bwa nuneul gama tto dasi nuneul tteul ttaemyeon
It's gonna be alright!!
It's gonna be alright!!

텅빈 내 마음을 어떻게 채워야 할지 알 수 가 없던 날들
teongbin nae maeumeul eotteoke chaewoya halji al su ga eopdeon naldeul
내 눈에 보이던 세상이 전부라는 건 모두 거짓이었어
nae nune boideon sesangi jeonburaneun geon modu geojisieosseo

얼마나 더 가야 하는지
eolmana deo gaya haneunji
여기가 또 어디쯤인지 고개를 든 순간에
yeogiga tto eodijjeuminji gogaereul deun sungane

오늘의 하늘은 내게 누군가가 두고 간 선물 같아
oneurui haneureun naege nugungaga dugo gan seonmul gata
어제보다 더 따뜻해 너도 나와 같다면
eojeboda deo ttatteutae neodo nawa gatdamyeon
지금 이 노래를 들어 봐 눈을 감아 또 다시 눈을 뜰 때면
jigeum i noraereul deureo bwa nuneul gama tto dasi nuneul tteul ttaemyeon

내일의 하늘은 오늘보다 더 좋은 선물
naeirui haneureun oneulboda deo joheun seonmul
내 두 손에 사랑이 가득할 거야 너도 나와 같다면
nae du sone sarangi gadeukhal geoya neodo nawa gatdamyeon
지금 이 노래를 불러 봐 눈을 감아 또 다시 눈을 뜰 때면
jigeum i noraereul bulleo bwa nuneul gama tto dasi nuneul tteul ttaemyeon
It's gonna be alright!!
It's gonna be alright!!

Credit: Soompi.com

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09:17

I am starting my blog ^^
Kekekekekekekekekeke
It's all because my Nee-chan asked me to become a writer in AiKei Blog *Aish*
It's kind of funny to write anything I like and someone can see this freely
I hope I'll doing well ^^
Fighting for me ^^


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